Can anyone explain to me wat is "LOVE"?

Jealousy = Love or Crush = LOVE or Care = LOVE  or Miss = LOVE or LOVE=LOVE?

Sometimes we play with our own feelings .

In this world,i believe that it is easy for you to say 'I LOVE YOU' but its hard for you to be honest about it.

Some,it is easy cause you really mean it  but some just say for the seek of saying it.

You can say or tell the person if you talk but when you look at him or her,its so difficult for you to say it.

Some,can say only to the person but cant say to the others.

Some say if you fight you will be together at the end.

Some say if you HATE means you LOVE more.

To me,LOVE is a big thing.It is something that is so difficult to erase off  when you really LOVE.

But sometimes you are afraid to LOVE the person because you are afraid of loosing him or her or you just

scared that you might love the wrong person. 

If falling in love is easy,then why i still remember?

Why i cant forget even if i try too?

When i ponder,i miss the memories.when your with her,im trying not to be jealous.When i look,Im always trying to forget you.When u talk im always trying not to listen.When you text,im always trying not to reply But when you leave and i dont see you, i miss u.
Even i don't feel that i love,why is it so easy for me to say i love.But it is so hard for me to say i love when i really love.

So,can anyone answer me?

Haha..

..^^..

 Street Bliss & Danceworkz 2010!
Boys good job

For getting first Funky,Second Freshers.

Solo,Champion Aryll,1st,Jason and third Daniel.

Congratz Nutz Crew.

Danceworkz,We got High Energy award and didnt make it to fanals.But

Im still Proud of us Lil Nutz
cause i know that we did our best!

Gd Job and Gd Luck to Fhunky Stylerz and Funky for Finals!Jia Yo!!!
Here are some pics..

(:)

Weeks bf the competition,we have already completed everything.
But one week bfore,we  have some changes and honestly,im proud that we have done it again.
There is always a problem or misunderstanding bfore the day,but we manage to solve it.
I think lets just forgive and forget cause some dont mean and some just stressed out.
Yes,all of us were stress about it,it just tells me how much we care for each other.really.
But i hope it will not affect the group.:)
Lesson learn rite gerls;)
Tmrw,I want us to enjoy ourselves and also to forgive and forget:)
Gd luck Lil Nutz!!

Love,
Lyaa

no mood?i think so,Yah.

Hey,didnt post yesterday as i was so busy!!Hahaha..

Today,not much homework i think..hahahaha,gonna check gain laterXD

Err,..Nothing happen this few days..

Just enjoying and accepting everything in life,Fate and Fate...

haha..sound sad,?nooo..just arghh..
I aint gonna cry even i feel like to,..
Cause i believe that i am strong enough to face it all...

To the El-Vato!!haha sorry uh joy,dulu aku mcm siak kat kau!

And i know how mad are you towards me when i say your just the same like..Faz tau:)

Hahaha..

After hearing wat faz say,Aku feel bad siaaa..Aku sori sey...Aku betul2 mintak maaf ..Aku tak sepatutnye ckp sedemikian..:)

hehe..

~I wonder who...And if i know that person...Idk wat else to say...~

Gd nite readers..

Love,

Lyaa

Gotcha!!

The sky was dark,the moon was high..
All alone just her and I..
Her hair so soft,her eyes so blue..
I knew just wad she wanted to do..
Her skin so soft,her legs so fine,..
i ran my fingers down her spine..
I didnt know how,but i tried my best to place my hands on her breasts..
I remember my fear,my fast beating heart,But slowly she spread her legs apart,and when she did it,
I felt no shame..
All at once the white stuff came..
At lat its finished,Its all over now..
Its a SUCESS!!
Yea!Its my first time MILKING A COW!!!
Hahaha,
Yea i was shocked the first time i read it,but as i continued alahai..hahaha!!!
todae,did all my hmk amin..
i think not going sbdc cause going to visit someone..so to my funky boys,Gd luck!CHIAYO!!

Hard to believe?me too♥

It  was seriously touching.:)You said you promise.,Promise is a big WORD.It is,maybe your telling me the truth,but i'll never know.Sometimes i feel like i'm just playing around with you but every second it makes me think of you.I don't know,if things can really work out later,but i will never forget your promises.Its not easy to trust someone,maybe its me,i am the one that don't trust easily.I know you understand,and i'm really happy you do:)But i dont know how long you can wait.:(Two years,I still remember it,the times when you try to forget and the times you try to avoid but,it keeps coming back huh?I know how you feel,and im really sorry to keep you waiting.i didnt ask things to be like this..But you were there to console me and help through.Dance,and everything,but not only you.Thats why its hard for me to decide.Not choosy just confuse..I just dont want to hurt anybody,but i realised every step i take,i feel like im hurting  myself instead.Scared of conflict,jealousness..Yah all the nagative things but,holding my hands and a hug you make me feel relief especially  the three strong words from you,.;)ILY:)  But,i will never know if its truth:)
♥Blitz:)♥

Love,

Lyaa

♥

Hahaha..

Random siaa..

Im bored,Atlast,not going anywhere today,Haixx!!

Prefect thingy also not today but tmrw..

Haisssss...

Hahahahahahaha..

Till here,

Love,

Lyaa

Hello!!!

Hahaha,

Todae prac at 11 plus.

Learn lesson,

Ask or tell before u do something!

Yess!!

Im Sorry!!

Have prac till 4 plus then here i am.

Honestly,I dont think that we are ready for this.

I mean danceworkz,Y?

We can see for ourself.

I hope next prac we improve and pls,Dont GIVE UP!

Cause,I know we can make it,just believe it!

Cheyy!!

Hahaha

But seriously,

If we believe we can do it,Then yes we can do it!

^^

Tmrw  is my BABYBOI bday!

Haqeem Geach!

Finally your 13 Hunny!!

But still adek2 laa..

Hahahaha

Bfore that have prefect trainning in the morning maybe celebrating his bday with fam..

Aww...

Hahaha

~

Complicated yah..

She love her but he not ready.

I love her,But she not ready.

When his ready then i will be ready'

Now no one is ready but they are ready.:)

Get it??

Hahaha

Haiss,wat if the decision is wrong?

Wat if cant work things out?
Wat if theres conflict?

Wat?

Wat?

&

Wat?

Haha,But i thi\nk we can manage if we understand each other:)

Rite??

Hahaha

Love,

Lyaaa:)

Hey..

Sunday,

Danceworkz!

Gd job to my dearest Funky boys to go to finals!Congratz!

For my babies Freshers and Phat Nutz!

You did great!Im proud of ya!!

There is alot of opportunities for you guyz but start to work NOW!!

 Here some pics were taken,

Next Dance Bliss..

Gd luck to the soloist and the groups!

Try ur best Boys!

I know you can do it!!

Danceworkz,27th,

Go Lil Nutz!!I hope we can make it!

Insyaallah!

Amin...
Ouh yah,Last weeks cross country!Arghh!!hahaha

Okay,I want to talk about myself.

haha..

K,

This few days,had alot of problem.

And the problem is,SPENDING TIME!

Haaha

Yes time is precious,

somtimes it is so precious that u missed used it.

Sometimes you want to be at that particular place,and be with the person at that particular time when you have to rush for other things.

You know that things you have to do need to be done but things you want to do,it goes so fast.

wat i mean is,you want to spent time with someone but you really have no time for that person.

It is really saddenning but,wat to do??Both is important.

Time cant stop but it flies so fast especially when you do things then you end up in your room.

Honestly,I was pissed off yesterday and very2 tired.

Didnt know that it will be so late,When we wasted two hours of our time.

Ever single day not at home,she is sad as i did not spend time with her.

Haha..

I hope we can use our time wisely and atleast do somethinhg about it.^^

Other thing,

You hate girls that flirt with boys that are attached?

Me too 

But i hate sluts that bith with guys when they themself is attached!

Opps,You see yourself?

Haha.

Yea you gave me a topic to talk about,

Look yourself in the mirror b4 commenting others because you wouldnt know that you are as ugly as that person or can i sae,worse then that person:)

Btw,

I think I LOVE..

Hahaha...

Love,

Nurul amaliaaa:)

Hey..

SBDC.

It was great!

Eventhough didnt make it,

I think we did our best!

I love ma sistas so much!!

hehe!!

Tmrw,Danceworkz.

Gd luck to my dearest Funky,Freshers and phat nutz!!

Im sure you guys will kick their asses!!

Wooohooo!!

Nutz Crew fer life!

Peace~^^

Love,

Lyaaa

Hey,Sorry but i think it is the best way to solve everything.

Yes,finally i voice out wat i want to say after for so long.

Lesson learn,;'Look in the mirror before looking at others.'

No one is perfect that include myself.

Everyone have their strength and weaknesses so,dont blame others.

Being the only person to tell the truth to many people is a fear that many of us will overcome.

So believein yourself and tell the truth instead of pretending.:)

I get to voice out and im proud that i did:)

With the encouragement of my sisluv nisa,overcome,courage and confident is the most important thing in life.

not forgetting good value such as,responsibility,respect and ressilience:)

Looking forward for hot sit:)

Not to pin point others mistakes but to know wat is my weaknesses so i can improve or change:)

To mybroluv,Gico Flodeliza Babagay:)

No worries aite bro:)
Other opportunities for you,positions and rank not important but is how we serve the school
and 3 As,

Attitude

Attendence

Academic

=)

Thank you sisluv,Nisa Nudini Bte Johar:)

Ily:)

Love,

Lyaa

Hey!

Yesterdae help out with some of the props.

Then when to yp.

Jason wanted to go shopping so me,din and nisa accompanied him . when to sinileisure to eat then go.

Met Faizah and Erlina then go Faiz also heeran.

around 10 went home with safuana,din and friend.

met khairul and friend with broluv rid.

Reach home about 11 plus then slept at 1 plus i think.haha

Todae went to abg jamyls kakak wedding.Congrats!!

Then

_________

Then went to mak cik's house and back home with mega mac spicy^^

...

At nite,going gek poh with mum.

:)

;.;.;

I wanna improve,dont wanna diprove?

I wanna be cool dont wanna be fooled.

Get it??

Haha

._._._.

I had a hard time this few days.,

hope things gets better not worsen.

Amin.

Love,Lyaa

 

My broluv.'Gico Flodeliza Babagay:)

7 years of friendship,and still counting:)

Kuya!

Haha.random;)

:)

Today,everything came to me like sudden.

Prefects,friends and bla bla bla..

Hah,Dont want to talk about it ..

...but wanna talk about dance!haha..

Reach the dance room around 2 then rush to do some of the undone props.

Yes finally everything is done!

Yea!

Hahaha

Todae pt from 3-4.

Damn exhausted!!

We have prac around 4 plus.Honestly i pancit siaa..

Haha

then nisa,kuya and myself "confidential talk"

Hahahaha..

Ya i know wat to do.

Thanks:)

Maybe helping out the funky also freshers nutz with their props tmw,

Maybe also going sts.(Insyaallah)

Wanna relax my mind after everything and rest.

Till here readers!

:)

Love,Lyaa

 

Cute kan??

Hahaha Random..

Btw,

Todae..

Soo tired,But first,

Mother Tongue, Masyaallah!!!

Hahaha

Have dance prac.,So ired!!

Very2 Tired!

Haha

Im glad that all of us have finished the routines!WooHOOO!!

And also,Im glad that we all did 100%!

Tmrw,Do props then we are done!

Next Week Cross Country!

MALASNYE nak LARI!!!

Arghhhh!!!Hahahahaha

Yah,done with homework wanna go and sleep!

Nite readers:)

immiscible;seperti air dengan minyak;)

Love,

Lyaaa