Hard to believe?me too♥

It  was seriously touching.:)You said you promise.,Promise is a big WORD.It is,maybe your telling me the truth,but i'll never know.Sometimes i feel like i'm just playing around with you but every second it makes me think of you.I don't know,if things can really work out later,but i will never forget your promises.Its not easy to trust someone,maybe its me,i am the one that don't trust easily.I know you understand,and i'm really happy you do:)But i dont know how long you can wait.:(Two years,I still remember it,the times when you try to forget and the times you try to avoid but,it keeps coming back huh?I know how you feel,and im really sorry to keep you waiting.i didnt ask things to be like this..But you were there to console me and help through.Dance,and everything,but not only you.Thats why its hard for me to decide.Not choosy just confuse..I just dont want to hurt anybody,but i realised every step i take,i feel like im hurting  myself instead.Scared of conflict,jealousness..Yah all the nagative things but,holding my hands and a hug you make me feel relief especially  the three strong words from you,.;)ILY:)  But,i will never know if its truth:)
♥Blitz:)♥

Love,

Lyaa

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